středa 29. dubna 2015

Concert for BBC

I am starting to feel ashamed how long it takes me to write something. So even though I have prepared 2 posts from Easter break in Germany, I will share with you a short story from yesterday concert of University Chamber Choir.

As you maybe recall, I was really missing my university choir here so I joined Queen's University Chamber Choir. And yesterday there was finally our concert in St. Nicolas church on Lisburn Road. And at noon before the concert we received an email:

Dear All

Please find attached the programme for this evening’s Spring Concert.
Remember there is a rehearsal at 5.30pm this evening at St Nicholas’.
Concert Dress: Plain Black shirt/blouse; skirt/trousers, shoes (no boots please).
BBC Radio Ulster have agreed to come along and record the concert this evening with a view to putting out some of it in one of the Sing Out series over the next few weeks.

Kindest regards
Audrey

Ooookey. I will be on BBC radio :D.
The concert was lovely. I like the songs we sing because they are very lively and the approach of our director is also refreshing. So I sang at the concert with choir old sacral music, spirituals and even a traditional song in Irish language. It was great fun even though I still wasn't much confident about the songs. But our director is so amazing, that he shouts at us things like "Move a bit!" or "Believe in yourself!" and that's just great in comparison with our choir director from my university, who shouts more like "Solve it yourself!" or "Stop vomiting into the music sheets and start singing!" When I hear something like "Believe in yourself", it makes me feel more cocky than humble, but the results are huge when you listen to the new atmosphere of the song. And it has great impact on your voice quality.

I am really interested in whether on BBC Radio Ulster will be whole concert with all the speeches because that would mean UK will hear about German girl Birte and Czech girl Pavlina who sing with QUB choir and that would be cool :D. I would be personally on air in another form.
The university choir in my university city Brno is now taking part in an opera in the National Theatre so I was a bit sad I can't be with them to have such opportunity too. But I got new opportunities and even tried really different approach of leading a choir. I also have seen another university approach to choir singing. And that's not bad.

So if you want to hear this university choir, Birte's great solo on recorder or men's part of the choir (they are actually very good) singing Barbershop blues, you are welcome to turn on the radio in 2 weeks Sunday (hopefully 10th May) at half four (16:30) on BBC Radio Ulster. 

Motto of the day: When you miss something home, believe that you will gain amazing experience elsewhere too. I will be on fockn' BBC :D.

Irish song we sang - Siúil A Rúin

sobota 18. dubna 2015

Marshmallows and Sprinkles

One of the first things I found exciting about Belfast when I came here is that they often offer milkshakes, cocoa or hot milk with marshmallows. To me it is very interesting usage of these bonbons. And when I was on my hunt for a new laptop there were other things going on, I  felt a bit down and I needed some sugar boost. So I bought in an university cafe a Babyccino - steamed milk with chocolate, marshmallows and sprinkles. Perfect for kids!

I got a cup of milk with a bit of chocolate on the top and 4 marshmallows. And the most important question came. What should I even do with the marshmallows? Firstly I tasted the milk. The milk was kind of low fat, so not much of a taste. So I put 2 bags of sugar in the cup which didn't help much. Then I tried to put one marshmallow for a while in the milk. It seemed to melt a bit and create some kind of goo on the surface. The marshmallow itself taste a bit differently then marshmallows we sometimes eat at home. And I am also pretty sure my childhood marshmallows doesn't melt so quickly.

Stage 1 - Marshmallows next to the cup

Stage 2 - Melting marshmallows

So I was experimenting more. Actually it takes really a lot of time to melt a marshmallow in hot milk. It seems that the goo is also some kind of protection against proper melting. So I needed to help it a bit with spoon and press a bit the marshmallows to the side of the cup. It takes long time and lots of effort to totally melt a marshmallow. Eating the marshmallow in half of the process is disgusting thanks to the strange viscosity of the goo which is kind of tasteless but still you can taste something disturbing. Melting marshmallows create kind of thicker foam on the milk and probably they also finally gave some sweetness to my milk. I played with it for quite some time, but I still wasn't sure, why they sell the milk with the marshmallows and what exactly is best to do with them.

When I was paying for this interesting funny drink, I asked a waitress what do they normally do with the marshmallows. If they dip it or just let it melt in the drink. Do you know what she replied? "We just eat it."

Motto of the day: When you have a marshmallow, just eat it.

pátek 17. dubna 2015

Land without Laptops

My laptop died.

After 4 and half years of fun together he decided to leave me for good. Or not for good. But he seems to be working on a different time than me. And we are not soul mates anymore. When I need to work, he just passively turn his back on me and turn himself off. My lovely computer... What happened that we can't work together anymore? Well... I won't mourn for you forever. I can' t get rid of a feeling that he is just playing for being a master of the situation. But baby, this doesn't work with me. I am done with you...

Actually he started to protest against normal functioning few days ago, when I was on Easter holidays in Berlin (wait for some of the following posts). So I was thinking whether I should buy a new laptop in the last 2 days in Berlin, because he was still cooperating from time to time so I could search for stuff. (I like the word stuff. It saves me.) Finally I decided I don' t have enough space in luggage for another laptop and I felt it is better to buy it in UK from other reasons too - like my favorite British keyboard.
I started to care about situation in UK and I wanted to find out in what shops it would be nice to see some laptops. And it seemed strange to me because online there was quite empty search result page. Anyway I found the best lead and they even had 3 selling stores in Belfast. I found the store quite easily, but it was only a place where you could collect your online order. No physically present laptops. So I spent another 3 hours walking around city center and 2 biggest shopping malls in Belfast. I made few observations:

  • Shopping malls are for buying clothes and eating. Nothing else.
  • The management puts a lot of effort into getting you lost.
  • If you find a place in mall with shops present on the floor you are now, there are only their names which don't say anything about what service they provide.
  • There is only one place in whole mall where the categories of shops are written. I thought laptops could be in Media and Eletronics.
  • Mostly it is stores of O2 or Vodafone.
  • There is no way to see a single laptop in whole city center.
  • But there is at least 10 shops with mobile phones.
  • Other electronics like fridges, vacuum cleaners, kettles and so on are not reachable too.
  • Kettles and kitchen stuff is possible to buy in Tesco.
  • Mobile phones can be seen, touched and put into service. Laptops obviously can't.
  • It is scary how we can't study, work or talk with our loved ones without these gadgets now.
I am really wondering where people here buy laptops and put them into service. It seems there are 2 main websites, Amazon, eBay and maybe third, Argos, where you can buy laptops and accessories.
My friend told me that there is a shop with laptops in Student's Union at University. I was happy and went there. They sell 1, in words one, laptop. One (1). I was offered 70 pounds (2600 CZK) discount in comparison with normal price. Probably because no one buys the laptop and they need to sell at least something. I didn't like the colour (it was freaking ugly) so I was offered a bit different type with only 50 pounds (1900 CZK) discount but in white colour. I checked internet and decided to buy this one. I was happy I have a person to talk who will maybe become a doctor of my new techno-partner and who will give me some advice and confirm the things I read on the internet about warranties and so on. Even though I couldn't understand him much thanks to his accent.
After one hour I had my new baby in my arms and I was heading home. Now I am writing on my new amazing white English keyboard and it feels so good my new laptop haven't turned off on his own so far. And the screen is so welcoming and big. I am really happy with my new partnership so far. And because he's elegant and white and my Windows 8.1 is light green and orange, I decided to call him Paddy after realization that I unconsciously chose colors of Irish flag.

Welcome to my life, love!
Paddy's model


Motto of the day: Everybody need his own iPaddy.

A song dedicated to all people who struggle in life:

Get get get get get over it! La la laa laaaa la laaa laaa...

úterý 31. března 2015

Coins and Banknotes

Money in Northern Ireland is funny. As it is part of the United Kingdom, it also uses the same currency - pounds. One pound equals to a hundred pences. This is the sign for a pound - £. I think that when I write the sign by hand, I am still doing it wrong. Really, try it. Try to write it just from your memory. It is so unnatural :D.
Actually in the United Kingdom there is more than one bank which produces its own banknotes. There is 12 different sets of banknotes including Isle of Man set and Gibraltar set. That causes kind of a mess. I just can't go to London and pay there with banknotes I use here. In London simply nobody knows how Bank of Ireland banknotes look like so they don't accept them. On the other hand, banknotes produced by Bank of England are accepted everywhere but these banknotes are the least creative. You can recognize them thanks to the Queen on every one of them. Thank God, coins are the same everywhere.
Front and back side of Bank of England banknotes

Bank of Ireland banknotes I mostly use. See? No Queen.
Using coins was a bit confusing for me at the beginning because the shapes and colours change a lot, but for me there is no obvious sequence in the shape or size. The biggest coin is 50 pence, then 2 pence, or 2 pounds, then 1 pound, then the small ones but in a strange order. I don't know. It's messy :D. 50 pence and 20 pence are polygon shaped, the rest of coins is round. The colour also changes but the only 2 colour coin is 2 pounds. There are different pictures on the coins, but of course on each there is the Queen. You can try to find coins with special pictures, one from each kind of coin, which together form the Royal Shield. That's pretty cool. So far I collected only one thanks to a nice guy in kebab stand, who was examining the coins in a cashier with me to find tha last missing 50 pence.
Výsledek obrázku pro coins pounds
Imagine the Queen on the other side
The Royal Shield
Because I spend my time with Erasmus students, it is also not uncommon to meet foreign coins or currencies. One of the first evenings I was in Belfast we were sitting in 3 people in a pub, drinking our first Guiness and we put together not only pounds, euros and czech crowns, but also mexican, indonesian, chinese, hungarian, serbian, swiss and maybe some other coins and banknotes. I even don't remember. But I have to say, it is sometimes interesting to see, how much money can be diverse in colours, shapes, writtings or materials.

Motto of the day: The Queen in your wallet opens you door to everywhere.

Few pictures of money we gathered




Even tough mexican banknote paper can't overcome everything

neděle 29. března 2015

Happy St. Paddy's Day!

St. Patrick's day. What a phenomena. Sometimes also called St. Paddy's day with all the love irish people have. Lectures and work were cancelled for this day so that everybody could just enjoy the celebration of irish nature. St. Patrick is a catholic celebration, so it is really IRISH. And as one person well notted: "To go outside on St. Patrick's day with a british flag is a suicide." Remember this for later.

I feel now St. Patrick is celebrated worldwide. In the Czech Republic too. I've never seen much sense in celebrating St. Patrick's in the Czech Republic. To me it appears like mixture of pleasure from green beer and from idea of getting drunk in clothes you normally try to hide you have... Hm... Actually it sounds quite czech.

In Belfast, we gathered as Erasmus students, dressed with at least some green accessories and went to the city. We had meeting at 11 am, some of the people were already really drunk in the time I was trying to wake up. When I saw our group going through the city, it seemed a bit funny. We went kind of crazy about the dresses. With guiness beer hats on heads, hairbands in shape of leprechaun hat, big green hats, green braces, trousers, jackets... Locals we met on our way to the city center had green sweater if anything. So it seemed that the only crazy people excesively buying all the green and giant stuff in souvenir shops are tourists and kids.

Ready for action
The city was truly living during St. Patrick's day. There was a parade starting at the city hall and then concert near the Lagan river. Both of these were really lovely, filled with irish dance, music and culture overall. There was live music in every pub through whole day. Mostly it was one of the best bands I've heard in Belfast so far. Obviously irish people have few favourite songs which every band plays at least once in 2 hours. So we heard them 4 times a day at least.The atmosphere in the city was just amazing. BBC news shot a nice video from the official celebrations. You can see it here and listen to amazing Belfast accent of Ms. Mayor. Interesting was also a lot of bagpipes in the parade, which I always considered scottish. Scottish influences infiltrated the celebrations even more. At least in form of a spanish student wearing a scottish traditional hat with tag "Ireland" and ginger wig atteched to it. Typical Catalan. It was amusing to look at him - always made my day.

Wild Rover - irish classic song of classic songs :)


The Belle of Belfast City - you can probably guess why this one is so popular in Belfast

Do you remember how I told you the connection between british flag and suicide? When we went back from the concert, there was a small camp with cca 50 british flags in front of the city hall. The camp was there few times before, but St. Paddy is St. Paddy. So suddenly all the streets around the City Hall were crowded with mostly kids, 13 to 18 years of age I would guess, with Irish flag on their shoulders, making mess and bad stuff like pouring lemonade on the ground and stepping into puddles of icecream (I am not exaggerating, they were really doing it like a bad stuff). And between this crowd and little british camp there were 3 rows of tough policemen in the black hard suits. Overall in the city there was few little "troubles" and arresting people who were delinquent or on drugs or both. I think this is only a sign of the vivid atmosphere in the city.

As the time was passing, people were getting more and more crazy. Around 3 pm we went back from the city center to spend some short time at the university area to get back into the city for evening fun, dance and music everywhere. But university accommodation is probably the wildest environment for the St. Paddy's day. There were policemen going through streets every few meters to watch the law and order. Probably really only to watch it and not intervene much with hundreds of drunk students. Gathering points were ATM, shop and frontgardens. The frontgardens of houses were crowded, naked people were dancing on walls, furniture was dragged outside, everybody was really drunk and doing the most stupid things they could think off. During this day I saw the most of bleeding people and fighting couples in my life, most of them in the univeristy area. Last but not least, the only SOS bus we saw in the city this day was in the university area. SOS buses are another opportunity for you to volunteer and make communal life smooth. So SOS buses are in the streets on Friday nights and other drinking days to offer you free coffee, tea, water, even bread. And if you feel sick, they will take you inside and give you time and space to recover. I find this public service a bit scary.

We spent some time in the crazy university area and it resulted in a decision to go to party to the city again and my friends being in very lovely mood. So we went to the Cuckoo's for another round of live music. To make it short, one of my friends was gently removed from the bar by bodyguards, because he was sleeping on the stairs. Then he decided to go home on his own. He didn't have keys, only his housemate had them, he went to wrong direction and got lost, we found his wallet in the bar and his passport was lost for good (luckily the other day it was found back in the bar again). Thank God some genius compassionate person put him into taxi and sent back to the center (all of this before 10pm). Even though this could seem like a sad story, the saddest thing about St. Patrick's day for me was that I was sick a bit, so I had one hot whiskey in the afternoon. That meant I just observed other people being in their creative mood dancing naked on the walls and loosing passports. Not that I would like to join them.

Motto of the day: Allways know where do you have your keys, passport, and friends.

My favourite St. Patrick on a big yellow bike

čtvrtek 26. března 2015

Studying Psychology at Queen's

Soooo... I am still struggling with writting about school. I normally like to say what is better and what is worse. I like to distinguish these two possibilities based on some criteria. But with school here, I can't. And also I was probably expecting that I am going to study to place, where most of the thing is better. But I feel, that maximum level of studying here is on par with my faculty.
Now, I finaly have some schoolwork to do and spend my time with. I have so much free time here, that it is great pain to finaly start work. So today I was whole day trying to start working. But I only listened to a lot of amazing music, ate and checked in for a flight to Berlin. Instead of studying psychology here in Belfast I was studying portuguese and french a bit, going to the choir, listening to live music, just walking outside, I started to run again, I learned a bit how to play irish flute. And now I am not able to work. This education system destroyed my motivation to study. And now after whole day of torturing my soul with trying to do something, I write blog post. I will burn in hell of laziness :D. But firstly you can read about my comparison of studying psychology at Faculty of Social Science, Masaryk's University, Brno and School of Psychology, Queen's University Belfast.

Less Time in School vs. A Lot of Time in School 

Obviously I have serious problem here, because I am just not in school. I go to school 2 days in a week. And the only effect is that during the other 5 days I do lots of things I like and none of the things I should do. I would just love to go to school every day, even for 2 hours or so. Only to have some schedule. And I love to go to lectures and listen to somebody who understands the topic. I just crave for more lectures here. Obviously they have so many interesting research projects from very different fields. So they could give us much more of the knowledge university is producing. And honestly, it is so much more interesting to hear about things then to read about them for me.
Even here, technical fields of study and other sciences are with much more work and time in school then social studies. And when you look at more technical people, they are used to working hard and with high effectivity, spend lots of time with work and still have hobbies and fun. I would like to have this routine too. But 5 days of free time... not good. Maximum I did for my psychological development is that I borrowed few psychological books in library. They have there some cool titles. I have Vygotski's book with old and very dirty cover now and it feels sooo good :).

Theory vs. Empirical Driven Approach

I am a bit concerned with absolute lack of theory here. It seems that talking about theory is taboo. We have 3 modules per semester and to each of them we have few articles to read every week. But probably it is the same articles which are then presented to us at lectures. So I choose not to read them but go to lectures. There is actually not much added value in lectures to articles or vice versa. Which is really a pitty. I think we got books recommended only in statistics class.
It is actually strange to me, that they never talk about some theoretical approach or background. What matters is previous research results, design, usage of results, ethical approval, economic sustainability and practical effectivity. They are much ahead in neuropsychological literacy. Not only in reading much more articles with neurological background but also about knowledge and even taking it more into account. On the other hand I feel they see many things much more unavoidable or fatal because of it. Which especially in psychology and psychotherapy can be very limitting point of view. And in a way it makes me think when the time will come that psychological treatment will mean reconnecting the wires in your brain.
In a way in Belfast it is much more sober and practical approach, which I really like. But it feels like something is missing. My teachers would call the missing part "psychological thinking". Talking with usage of concepts and knowledge we gained during our studies. I feel that talking only about specific study results or practical thoughts is creating much less consistent picture, because we talk a lot about the numbers and means, less about connecting these studies in some coherent picture. So far I saw only one teacher which did really good job in this connecting. But it seems very little to me. Also it was the only teacher who dare to give some negative feedback to class so far. He was external by the way.
Interesting is that the Master's degree is a lot about writting your thesis, so it should be more scientifical let say. And it is pretty amazing because all of the people here have their supervisor, who is tutor of their thesis. With the supervisor students consult most of their essays and they write the essays on kind of similar topic. And I have to say I am doing this too now, that I am fitting the topics more to my bachelor's thesis topic and it is much more enjoyable to write anything. Also you are still broadening literature you read in your own field of research and it is always handy. The supervisor is your guide through Masters. And teachers here are very nice and helpful. So this part of their studies is just amazing. If we should be inspired by something at my home university, it is this.

Wide vs. Narrow Spectrum

One of the main differences I see so far is that in Belfast no emphasis is put on history of psychology as a science or field and only accepted approach is very empirical and evolutionist. On the other hand at my faculty we pay a lot of attention to history of different paradigms in psychology. And psychology is a multi-paradigmal science. There is still no "right" perspective. So it makes a lot of sense to me to study all of them. The history, even sometimes very boring and not idealy taught, is important to understand what stands behind nowadays research, to evaluate how much something can be taken as "reality". It gives you more perspectives to see one problem. That's starting point for criticism and evaluation. If there is no alternative, there is no questionning. So even though students here are encouraged to criticaly evaluate the literature, the approach itself is not object of the critics.
So I am wondering if the studies here are going more to depth, if the critics seems kind of week. In a way people in my class in the Czech Republic are much more diverse with even look at psychology as science and you can find much more alternative views. I am not much of a fan for alternative directions, but in a way it amazingly serves for broadening of your own view, if you have the opportunity to listen to different attitudes then yours.

Activity vs. Pasivity

In psychology, diversity of people and thoughts is one of the most important ways how to even learn something psychological. And I am really interested in thoughts and ideologies of people around me. It seems that in UK the discussion is not so rich during lectures. There are some questions and discussions, but mostly result is of stating something obvious from the lectures. Technicaly these are things the teacher just wants to hear. Questions which are not of the same opinion or mood with the teacher's are handeled as not so valid to the discussion. Also when we discuss something, the people does not share their opinions or ideas. Mostly it is talking about observable or kind of "obvious"things. I kind of miss ideological or more abstract point of view. So in this way it seems to me people here are more passive.
On the other hand, there is a lot of free time, so they all have most of the week to work in some organization. Also volunteering is supported a lot and it seems everybody is doing something. So at least at practical experience students here are much ahead. Or it seems like it to me.

Theoretical vs. Practical Educating

Talking about practical issues, university is also offering some placements into practice, but it is only for the best students. Which I think is not so good, because university should take care about their students having such experience in my opinion. At my university we have compulsory placements in educational, clinical, organisational psychology and councelling. Again. It is much wider experience and at least it gives you the opportunity to really try more fields and find out what suits you the best.
I like how in Belfast, everything is much more focused on policy implications, possibilities of intervention and practical issues in general. Also when I see their material and technical support and possibilities... It is really crazy. There are guys whose thesis was based on 3 month intervention in Congo, I was participating in thesis research with eyetracking, another friend is measuring babies's brain activity in connection with language development. There is whole floor for animal experiments. Nobody is doing such projects at my university. Somehow I feel this is partly about money, but partly because psychological research is seen here as very important part of science. And because of the more evolutionist/biologist approach.
Also during lectures we work quite a lot with measurement tools. We can see some of them at my university during lectures too, but here we really had fun testing ourselves during seminars. So now I know that I am lost case with more than 2SD over mean on attention deficit scale of measurement tool for adults' ADHD. And more than 1SD lower than mean on hyperactivity scale. So I guess that's the reason why I can handle just sitting and listening during lectures. And live my life day dreaming. But I have some suggestions why I wouldn't trust this scale.
By the way, we can borrow many measurement methods from office for how long we want. That's amazing. Also because there are very well standardised methods and tests. They have sometimes even special norms for Northern Ireland. When I see how many methods are just not standardised in czech, with missing norms and missing latest version, I just see how much easier some issues are in english speaking countries.
Another amazing thing is that at my university, we still write essays and some academic or scientific stuff. Here we do much more funny stuff as writting policy briefs (short document for not academic audience about latest research and it's policy implications in some specific issue) or doing posters for parents about children atypical development. (I like the word "stuff". It explains so much.) I feel too old for being assessed for beauty of my poster, but it is kind of refreshing, that we write something with not so strict form and it feels much more "real" and useful.

Western countries experience

I was actually going to Belfast because it is one of the best universities in UK and in the world. Also UK looks good in CV. I was really looking forward to going to "the west", to study a lot at this amazing place. I love United Kingdom history and architecture and Irish culture. The best place to go study is simply Belfast.
Well, in a way nothing like epic world rank education is hapenning. But still I see a lot of western stuff. Like much more money or just the fact we are in UK. That means great international connections. English is spoken here and everywhere, so they can basicaly go anywhere and they don't have to study another language to study abroad and they won't struggle with it.
Measurement tools are developed in English, with norms for anything you can imagine. One of the repeating suggestions of classmates on following research of some study is that the research should be replicated in Northern Ireland. In a way for me it is kind of funny. I was imagining how a czech expensive study would be replicated in Slovakia just to try if it works the same. It can hapen but normaly we are just happy with results from any other country. No money, no people, no interest...
I also think that because for them it is not so important to be able to evaluate imported methods or care about bad translations or missing norms and so on, there is lesser emphasis put on statistics education and learning about constructing methods. But the shortcomings I see in system here are probably same for every module I am attending here.

So what about the quality?

I heard and saw here few very crazy and unbelievable things for me. And in a way I would be interested with what students from Belfast would be shocked in the Czech Republic.

  • "Cognitive behavioral therapy wouldn't probably work with this poverty based problem, because the problem is on neural level." I am sorry, I don't remember what exactly it was about, but it was a lot behaviorally based. In my opinion, every psychological problem is somehow neural too. And if CBT can't "cure" it, because it is too much based on physical level, why CBT can't be effective as a facilitator of behavior and cognition? So what can we do? Are psychological problems possible to solve only with medical treatment?
  • "So Piaget sth sth... Have you heard about Piaget?... Nobody?... Ah... OK. So he is very important." This was very crazy for me. We talked about Piaget even on high school. And I definately couldn't go through Bachelor's without knowing him. In UK people studying Master's from Childhood Adversity and Childhood Atypical Development never heard about him. Sometimes at home I really don't understand why we care so much about names and not about principles and processes itself. But this is not only about a name. It is more about the theory itself. And Piaget's theories are quite crutial for early development.
  • First seminar in Assessment and Intervention module we did little test in groups about interpreting percentiles. It was very simple. Something without which we couldn't make it through first semester of statistics in my home faculty. So my group had 10 out of 10. But other groups had 7, 5 and 3 points. This was also scary. The statistics module focused on analysis in SPSS ended already. We wrote a test. I had one mistake because I couldn't understand few words in one question. 3 other people also had one mistake and remaining 50 people were behind us, having sometimes half points from a test based on one reading of all 5 presentations from lectures. I was really surprised by this. I wonder how this statistics level matches the great possibilities for research here. And also the proclaimed level of university. How is this measured? That a university is among 200 best in the world?
  • Another thing is that we are provided here by exact examples how to do our essays and other works. When I went to consult a case study we will write, I basicaly got served everything I needed to know for preparation. In statistics we were writting a portfolio with few analysis. Nobody expected us to have some other knowledge then to repeat what we already did during lectures with teacher. I don't feel here I am expected to study more then is content of lectures. And it seems nobody does it. Also when you ask a question at a lecture, teacher's often don't understand it not only because my English is not perfect, but it seems they are replying to some less complex question because they just don't expect you to ask something beyond what they want to tell you. That made me stop asking questions because it gives me nothing. And other people seem not to ask much. But often when they start to speak, they have interesting ideas, practical,.... Maybe they are not used to sharing them. I don't know. But this sharing between students often teaches you the most.
So what is about these students after school so much better then about students from the Czech Republic? Studying at my faculty is much harder, much more critical thinking and independent study is needed to study in Brno then in Belfast. So what is the advantage? Lot of free time to work on your CV with more internships and so on? Or being native English speaking person? Or just the fact that everybody knows UK and half of the world think the Czech Republic is still Czechoslovakia (in case they know there is something like the Czech Republic)? Or the fact that UK is more economicaly and politicaly important, so they have more connections and probably put more money into research and so on?
I was thinking what could possibly be the cause of these strange things I wouldn't expect to meet in one of the best universities in UK. And I think there is very little feedback. I have modules, where we don't have exams, only work during semester. But the topics and content of work is kind of unrelated to what is content of the module. And there is no feedback on what we learned during the semester. There is no feedback telling me if I even understood what the readings were about. Or if I even read the articles itself or some notes. Teachers from my faculty often complain that students read so little. Honestly, I think teachers at my faculty are a bit underestimating the amount of work we do during semester and what everything we read for this work and also the quality of our work. At home I can get my essay back with thousands of notes on what is horrible about it and that I should make it better. And it is very very useful. Here if students know nothing in assessment module about interpreting percentiles on Master's, teacher will be surprised that somebody actually knows something. I have to say, last semester at home I screwed up in epic style. But if I would be here, I would be sweet.
I am finishing this horribly long post, happy that I finally wrote all of it down. I have very ambiguous feelings about studying here. Some things are totaly amazing about style in Belfast, some things make me question what is purpose of studying at all. Is it preparation for working and practical problems? Or is it building up the continuity of science and knowledge and being able to apply it? I think one without another doesn't make much sense. And in combining those two, I feel my faculty is doing much better job. So I hope we will still receive feedback, we will be still expected to work, expected to deliver good results and most importantly being helped, but expected to move forward and be independent. I think so far this is quite working. And maybe one day education from the Czech Republic will be considered on the same level as anywhere else from EU at least.

Motto of the day: Thank God for feedback! It's needed.

pátek 13. března 2015

Friday 13th in Jail

Honestly, I don't know why is Friday 13th considered a bad luck day. And especially in land of clovers, rainbows and leprichauns it seems strange to me, that there even can be something like unlucky day. I am a person which is easily frightened, so I am not much into going to scary places. But I have to admit, when I saw that university offers participation at a night paranormal tour in Crumlin Road Jail on Friday 13th, it was too big temptation to resist. So I lost another 10 pounds (if it would be so easy with our weight too, right?) and waited for the D-Day to come.
Finaly, nearly 20 people from international students went for the jail tour. The tour is just amazing. The staff from the Crumlin road Jail created very cool tour with telling stories from history of the jail, mostly with some ghosty or deadly background. We went through many different locations and also got to know some interesting facts about the jail, not only about mysteries. It was dark and night, not much light anywhere in the buildings, the staff wore really cool costumes, sounds were just amazing. And the tour wasn't too scary, but still scary enough so that if you wanted to enjoy it, you could.
Entering the jail

Center of Cramlin Road Jail
Corridors of the jail

The central room
Because the atmosphere was based a lot on light and sound conditions, we weren't aloud to use cameras and mobiles, especially not with a flash. But my observations suggest that Indonesians are unstoppable and it is not possible to separate them from their cameras. Never ever. Six group selfies from the tour and our Indonesian friend at least at 3 photos of complete strangers proves it.
I don't want to tell more about the tour because it can hapen somebody of you will one day visit it. But I can tell you few more things which were really good. The logistics of the event was amazing. They had so precise timing. The visitor's groups were taking turns and switching places in very precise intervals and surprisingly it worked very well. Every staff member had his place and his job and whole planning of details of the tour was very nice. The costumes, the timing, the stories, the overall atmosphere, the guides and additional characters at the tour... I really appreciate this as a psychology student. I think there was bright mind behind planning the event. Also the guides were really good speakers and they made the stories sound interesting, even they could be seen quite "dry" told by somebody who wouldn't work with speach tempo, pauses, intonation and so on.
Even though thanks to all of this I really enjoyed the tour, I reminded to myself one big truth, why as a group we were probably not making the staff so happy with us. As always, international groups are just funny to watch. We never know where to go even though we were told many times. We don't laugh when we are expected to and we are also not shocked or scared when we are expected to. We just don't understand much. The more if the guide is speaking in some beautiful irish accent. Which is just beautiful, but impossible to decypher.
Overall I really loved the tour. It was nice Friday 13th evening even for me, an easily frightened girl. So I encourage you, go for it if you have the opportunity. In a way it is just a play, a theatre. And if you look at it like a piece of art, you can see even beauty in a paranormal tour.

Motto of the day: There is no true living abroad without going to jail. Even if you would have to pay for it.
One of the cool guides
How to tie up new coming tourists without any effort